fffreckles:

in a slump with school and art and inspiration and life and feelings and how i feel about everything but thats ok isnt it? is it bad to know why all the time? dont you just have to not know sometimes in order to find out later?

i’m just too anxious for later.

Inspiration will come. Sometimes you have to work at it. Eventually ideas come into place, like a light slowly being turned on in a dark room, or suddenly, like a strobe light in a dance hall. I usually just work through that shit. Make a bunch of things. A lot of it may be crap, but some of it will be good. Hold onto the good and then go forward. I think you just have to be productive now and it will help the later on. When the later comes, you will be proud that you made it happen yourself with hard work. Don’t rush the future…let it happen on it’s own.

(Source: knowbetternobetter)